Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/15 under Friends I’m a bisexual, and I love my best friend, who is straight. We would always joke around saying that we loved each other and she would be me wife even when I wasn’t a bisexual. I have never told her that I liked girls because I didn’t know that I was a bisexual until recently. I decided to tell her because she’s my best friend and I want to know if she likes me or not. I decided to tell her when she was at my house (to weird at school.) When I told her I basically had to spell it out to her that I like girls. I don’t know if she was playing dumb or what because she acted as if she never knew what a bisexual was. When she finally got it she just simply said “ok”. Then she walked right up to me and sat by me. I summoned up all my courage and I told her that I loved her, she said, “ok”. I looked at her and told her that I like her as more than a friend. She looked at me and then said, “ok”. I felt like pulling out my hair because “ok” is not enough feedback. I Then asked her do you like me back as more than a friend? She said, “no” (she only gave me one worded, no emotion responses.) I simply thought ok that went better then expected, I think. I’m a little sad, but at least it didn’t turn into a big fight. She then asked if we could watch a movie and pop popcorn as if nothing had happened. I gladly agreed thinking that she still excepts as a friend and everything was fine. Though when we sat down for the movie she sat really close to me and lye on me, she would talk to me saying that she loves me and that I’m her wife. I was just like what? I didn’t say anything because I didn’t know how to say it to her again. (It was scary to explain to her again) I felt like I was going to explode. It was if notting has happened When I woke up the next morning and ate breakfast I told her that I needed to change into normal clothes, because we were going to the mall. She went upstairs with me and went into the same room with me. Thinking that she was just getting her clothes I decided to get my clothes from my closet. I walked up to my closet, picked out my clothes, strip, and I turned around to get my underwear and bra from my dresser. When I turned around there she was getting changed too. I quickly turned around and decided to put my pjs back on because I didn’t want it to be awkward for her. When I got on my pjs half way she started to talk to me asking me, “how was breakfast?” I felt a little scared sense I knew she was getting change, but after I got on my pjs and started walking towards my dresser I simply told her fine. When I got my underwear and bra I walked back to my closet and looking at my clothes. I started changing again that’s when she started asking me questions. I tried to answer them but apparently, she couldn’t hear me. She told me to turn around and talk to her, “….what? but that’s wrong” I told myself. By that time I had my my pants and getting on my bra. She walked to me and started to talk to me again. I thought, well she must have her clothes on by now so I looked at her to talk to her. She was only wearing her bra and pants. I couldn’t take it anymore, I turned away as quick as I could, put on my clothes, and walked into the bathroom to do my makeup and brush my teeth. We went to the mall and shopped when we got home. she wanted to watch another movie and I agreed. When we got all settled in she then again sat really close to me, I got i little frustrated with her. I wanted to push away from her but it felt so good so I then again didn’t say anything. As she was ready to go home I asked her one more time if she she like me more than a friend. She she turn around and looked at me with a straight face, “no.” She picked up her bag and as she was walking out she told me, ” bye my love,” and walked out. I am soooooooo confused, frustrated, and a little hurt. Is she teasing me or is does she only like me as a friend, because she says one thing yet do another.
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honestly it looks like she’s teasing you, I say you just talk straight up to her! In the end everything happens for a reason.